Oct 17, 2025

A Note on a Portfolio Longevity Heat Maps

A friend of mine asked me once "what is even the point? How would you use this?" with respect to a heat map that I created for portfolio longevity for a whole slew of different spend rates (see below). First of all, when I first created it years back it wasn't really about functional utility at all for (my or others') retirement finance it was more just plain curiosity and, as is often the case for me, I wanted to see what it looked like. The looking was its own utility. Second, I kinda liked the eventual outcomes that became more evident the closer I looked: 

- Spending is almost certainly sustainable for 2% spend rates which effectively creates a perpetuity. This is a point about endowments that Ed Thorpe made in one of his books. 

- Spending somewhere near to or less than what one expects to earn or earns -- where the long run "earn" is going to be the geometric mean at N periods or maybe infinity -- has pretty good odds of lasting a very long time (maybe too long given our horizons but then again this is not a human scaled fail study). This is common sense, right? Higher spend works too but to an increasingly lesser and potentially painful degree as the "portfolio longevity years" come back into the meat of a human life scale. 

Oct 16, 2025

A Note on Lifestyle and Ensembles

 Ithaca, or maybe it was Lavinium, waits for thee.


"There are places where one arrives and feels: here I am meant to be, here I am whole. I had not known this place, yet it knows me, and I it, as if I had been born for its silence and its light." Rilke


Several years ago, before my recent brush with stage 3.99999 prostate cancer, I finally (finally! after six decades) was able to choose for myself a life -- lifestyle, location, focus, purpose -- that made a whole lot of sense to me.  This meant a little less quant and a little more right brain and active movement than I pursued in Florida. In practice all that means right now, in Montana, is stuff like: hike, lift, read, enjoy the landscapes, feed the cat, do some photography, take some western road trips, travel a little to see kids and gf, and so forth. And...less, but not zero, quant as a byproduct.


Oct 11, 2025

What I was up to last week

 You may have noticed that I have not been out here on the blog much for the last three years. This gap is from some combination of:

- I saw what I needed to see, I got a sense for the shapes of misc retirement models and math. Felt like I was more or less "done."

- Counterintuitively I do not use, as part of my regular monthly retirement management, the analytics I was building and putting out here for a decade. Too much work and there's no impending personal finance crisis (yet) and how many times can I run a model before I "get it" and it is all internalized anyway. I am a client of one!

- I was using my move to Montana as a big ol' inflection point: left brain stuff to right, sedentary to active etc etc. Basically now that I am here in the west it is only: read, hike, lift, and feed the cat. Not in the mood to code or do quant posts. I still respect my choice but this post is to describe some new things with which I was playing last week. 

Oct 10, 2025

Prostate Cancer Update

 The blog is not dead! and neither am I. Here are the cancer updates since before July:


1. I had surgery (Robot Assisted Laparoscopic Prostatectomy or RALP) at Mayo Clinic in Rochester MN on July 10 and carried a Foley catheter in Rochester until July 17th (oof). 

Apr 26, 2025

Reframing My Mortality Risk - Actuarial Chat with Grok

Or the proper subtitle: on why I am neither on death's door nor a superman -- where the implication might have been that I once thought myself a superman -- but now I think I am just an average American man...sort of. 

The following post* is a chat with Grok after I had a "prostate cancer genomic classification" test come back recently with a really bad and off-putting score. The purpose here was to contextualize for myself -- using my amateur actuary-sleuth blog past -- the received score (which said I had a 15 year expectation of mortality of 29.1%) and the concurrent two thoughts: 

1)  "holy sh*t, that's really high" and 

2) "hey, wait a second, isn't that new estimate pretty close to the actuarial expectation for, like, every man? ...isn't that more or less all of us, that is if we are not superman?"

This chat is bit long, a little repetitious, and a little esoteric. Some of the AI response-summary stuff below kind of get's to the point a little faster if you want to speed. The TL;DR is that my now "updated" (a bit of an abrupt update I must say) at-age-66 fifteen year mortality expectation from the diagnostic test is now maybe a little farther away from the healthy cohort (eg SOA IAM tables) that I thought I was in and now a lot closer to the US average (e.g., SSA longevity tables). This means that I am not nearly inside the looming dramatic death sentence it looked like at first i.e., the "reframe" path has been from: "I am super-duper healthy and I will live forever" to "near-death-gasp!" and then back to "I guess that this isn't really the end of the world yet, is it?" 

Without further set-up:

* And you thought this blog was dead, lol...


Feb 18, 2025

On Time and Memory, A Chat

I am snowed in today so I had a longish and not entirely unreasonable but not entirely un-critique-able chat with ChatGPT on Time and Memory in which we include topics like snow and touch on writers like Walter Benjamin, Walker Percy, Proust, St Augustine, Borges, Kafka, CS Lewis, Camus, etc. Some of the convo felt like standard pandering, regurgitative AI but it's not terrible and Chat was a good interlocutor on a snowy locked-in contemplative afternoon. Some guys have AI girlfriends, I have an AI book-bro.

My side is in blue, Chat is in black. 

Nov 9, 2023

Some context on my new life...

This is my valley. My house is just about right in the middle of that rain storm maybe 10-15 miles away (haven't looked the distance up).  It is not an unpleasant place to be. There is certainly more to do here than quant retirement finance. On this day I was taking advantage of that fact and hiking up a hill on the west side of the Bridger range. If we are all lucky there will be more posts like this and fewer like the last one ;-)




Nov 8, 2023

Uncertain Longevity Teased Out in a Couple Different Ways

 I thought I'd try this kind of thing again just for "fun."  Fun! ;-)  Heh. 

I've used a number of different evaluative frameworks over the years including fail rates/Monte Carlo, Lifetime Probability of Ruin, Perfect Withdrawal Rates (PWR), consumption utility, formulas, etc. A while back I took PWR (Suarez 2015) and feathered in random life time by way of Gompertz math that I used to take a random draw on terminal age consistent with a distribution tuned to actuarial tables. That was interesting and while I don't have my link handy I recall that I got some counter-intuitive results (misc measures of spend rates went up) due to the inclusion of the possibility of very very short lifetimes vs the typical "30 years" combined with the fact that long lifetimes will still be circumspect with respect to spending. 

This time I wanted to shake up the "PWR + random life" thing a little more. This was spurred by reading Huang et al 2011 which presented a way of randomizing force of mortality via diffusion process. Just out of curiosity I wanted to see what happened in a PWR context when doing that. (recall that PWR is the consumption rate that with perfect foreknowledge of returns would allow one to spend to zero over a given horizon.). After messing around with this a little too much for some very minor new info I had these various ways of shaking things up:

1. No shakeup, just PWR and 30 year horizon

2. PWR with a simple parameterized Gompertz derived distribution.

3. PWR with parameter uncertainty

4. PWR with parameter uncertainty - bias to the dispersion param

5. PWR with parameter uncertainty - bias to the mode param

6. PWR with a faked pseudo-chaotic nudge

7. PWR with stochastic force of mortality - lower sigma

8. PWR with stochastic force of mortality - higher sigma 

May 12, 2023

Into the Spend Zone...Again

The important role of uncertainty around expected lifetime in making plans for retirement consumption has been around for a while and has seemed, based on my n=1 read of the literature, to be something found more often in economics papers than in finance though I think that is changing. The pivotal role of this complicator became most manifest in Yaari (Uncertain Lifetime, Life Insurance and the Theory of the Consumer, 1965) which focused on optimal consumption and annuitization given random life among other things. 

"Wealth / Life Expectancy" as it Relates to Consumption Choice 

Subsequent papers over the years (e.g., Merton 1969, Samuelson 1969, Milevsky & Huang 2010, Irlam & Tomlinson 2014 among others) have made various heuristic conclusions that, due to the role of longevity uncertainty, a proxy for optimal consumption can sometimes devolve to "wealth divided by a measure of remaining life expectancy."

"Their [Merton and Samuelson] work also addressed consumption over the life cycle, and they were able to show that, under one particular set of reasonable assumptions[note 1 ... pay attention to the particularity], optimal spending each year could be approximately determined as current wealth divided by remaining life expectancy. Milevsky and Huang [2010] later demonstrated a similar result." [Irlam and Tomlinson, italics added] 

Mar 29, 2023

A Chat with ChatGPT on Spend Rates

I had a chat with ChatGPT(3?) on spend rates. I just wanted to check out what it said. Basically it was cagey, conservative, and disclaimer heavy. I also had to challenge it a bit. Not sure if I could walk up to the prompt and trust what it said. My guess is that in a few years, everything I learned from this blog will be moot but maybe not. Interesting resource.

Here is the chat. I have a comparative chart at the end. Not sure how much fidelity there was to what I got from Chat but then I was moving pretty fast.

Mar 19, 2023

Another, and Likely Last, Look at Backward Induction SDP for Spend Rates

My fin-bro David chastises me for sandbagging in my blog but in this post you must take everything after this sentence with a big fat grain of salt. I have no idea if what I am doing here is either correct or legit and the fact that it looks like it works in the end is pretty much dispositive of zip. Plus my notation is sketchy.

Two years ago I tried to do this thing where I inferred optimal spend rates by working backwards from the end of a 30 year interval and used the results of a value function in the last period to help figure out what to spend in the period just prior and then on to the beginning. This is called backward induction and stochastic dynamic programming and is often described as Bellman equations if I have it right. 

Sorta worked then. I went back a week ago to look at my code and I noticed two things: 1) I had no idea what the code was doing, and 2) there were some coding errors. Those two things, combined with incipient dementia (kidding), caused me to decide to exercise my brain and try this again. Silly me. There is no real purpose other than do it and what I noticed in the re-try is that it's a lot of work for results one can get from easier and simpler methods: the juice is probably not worth the squeeze. 

Feb 7, 2023

Some Random Notes on my Nth Read of Yaari '65

I've been through this paper --  Uncertain Lifetime, Life Insurance, and the Theory of the Consumer, Menahem E. Yaari 1965 -- maybe 10 times now. I've done this because it was a seminal paper and and it frames the lifecycle dynamics of the retirement problem well in quantitative terms and it is a good read with some sly comments here and there.  Most decent finance papers that go beyond simple finance and into econ and actuarial topics either do or should reference it. Here are some stray thoughts on my 10th (or so) read.

< with some corrections 2/8 >

Dec 19, 2022

Supplement to past couple posts on asset allocation, risk aversion, and horizon

This is an add on to the past cpl posts. Assumptions are the same except where called out. The past two posts are here: 

 Again, 

  • No spending 
  • Still centered on a CRRA style evaluation at fixed horizons
  • Human Longevity not in this post at all
  • Assumptions mostly as in first bullet pt. link above

Dec 15, 2022

Asset Allocation, Certainty Equivalents and Time Horizon

This is a follow on to the last post 

   - Asset Allocation and Risk Aversion in a No Consumption Model


and the only change here is the following 
  •  The risk aversion coefficient is pegged at "2," for reasons
  •  The horizon is now varied: 10y, 20y and 50 years
With the goal: see what happens to "optimal" certainty equivalent wealth by way of asset allocation at each horizon, keeping in mind my version of "optimal" is not mathematical but a visual shoot-from-the-hip guess. This guess will be poisoned by scaling of the Y axis but so be it. Just winging it here.

Dec 14, 2022

Asset Allocation and Risk Aversion in a No Consumption Model

I swear I've done this before but idk. I did a quick spreadsheet the other day on asset growth and asset allocation for a conversation with a friend and I thought I'd flesh out the idea a little more [3]. The basic idea is what is the expected CRRA utility of wealth, in certainty equivalent terms, at T=20 (arbitrary) for a given simple 2 asset portfolio with return and std dev of .01/.04 and .07/.25 corr coeff = -.20 (really really arbitrary) in real terms? For my conversation I had used coefficient of risk aversion of 2 (another arbitrary but I've always thought of 2 as "mine" but whatever). Here the goal is to push the RA coeff up and down to see what happens to asset allocation. 

Dec 9, 2022

Another Quick Reflection on 12 Years of this Ret-fin Stuff

Here is another reflection after 12 years of retirement finance. Me? I feel like I took this stuff pretty far for myself, from: rules-of-thumb to formulas to spreadsheets to automated spreadsheets to R code to esoterica like backward induction and pseudo-reinforcement-learning. But I don't think, with the remove of a year or two now, that those latter efforts were as additive as I thought they were at the time. I would call them more "confirmatory" of things already known or at least more easily known.

Nov 26, 2022

Some Lessons Learned

I was in my kitchen cleaning up the last of the post-thanksgiving turkey grease and I was thinking about my dormant-to-deadish blog and 10 or 12 years of me stepping into retirement finance. Did I learn anything? A little math and some coding, certainly. But in the end it wasn't the numbers or models or code or optimal this or that that stood out. It was that some things were more important than others. Some things dominated others if only in tiny ways that would probably matter somehow at some cumulative straw-and-camel[1] level. 

I sat down after washing the grease off my hands and jotted down a starter list of "what dominates what" in my amateur opinion. Many of these probably need some additional explanation but I won't do that so don't ask :-).  This is what I came up with, some of which is tongue-in-cheek, others I mean sincerely while others still are maybe incoherent. So then this:

Oct 4, 2022

Some thoughts on my one night stand with skiing a very long time ago

My older brother, now pushing 70, was (and I think still is) an extreme skier, competitively so in his youth. That means I grew up surrounded by the various indicia of the skiing life: equipment, magazines, posters etc. All that, stacked into my childhood home, had that ubiquitous vibe of alpine rock and snow and pine. That was, and still is, intoxicating to me. So, at 10 or 15 or whatever, I was like: “I want that…”  My problem was, I suppose: lethargy, procrastination, enervation, and other distractions. At 15 or 20 or 30 or 40 I would always tell myself “yeah! Let's go, I still want it, but, um, later.”

Sep 6, 2022

Part 6 - Asset Allocation and Portfolio Longevity with a Capital Market Line

This post is part 6 of a series on Portfolio Longevity, a series made up of these links:The point of this post is to:  
  1. Extend the other 5 posts by now adding leverage and a risk free asset. i.e., a capital market line.

  2. Look at the impact of "asset allocation choice" on portfolio longevity, using the same set-up we started with in the first link, and

  3. Compare or contrast the impact of allocation choice along: a) a traditional efficient frontier vs b) the impact of allocation choice along a capital market line.

  4. Try to infer what is going on. Maybe. Sorta.

Aug 9, 2022

Part 5 - Asset Allocation and Portfolio Longevity with (Lower) Spend Rates

 This post is part 5 of a series on Portfolio Longevity, a series made up of these links:

The point of this post is to 

- 1) drop the spending from 4% to 3% (i.e., lower spending). and 

- 2) look at the impact of "asset allocation choice" on portfolio longevity, using the same set-up we started with in the first link but with the following provisos for what I have changed since then. Here is what is different now: